I've been so wound up tight this couple of days. Maybe its the pressure i'm giving myself or prolly i'm kinda stressed up. With what you would ask right? Things are very different from school or even the intership here. Techniques i've to pick up in record time, fending for ourselves are crucial as well as self learning. No longer being told what to learn and wat not like how we are expose to back in school. Its a different world out here. Sometimes i wonder if i really am cut out for this job here. I mean some of you may think its juz an accounts job, how hard can it be to juz learn how to do the work. But sadly, thou thats enough to get you by but not enuff for you to justify your findings. We have to noe the fundamentals of the process before we can understand what we are doing certain things for and that part is the tricky one. Some others may tell me "Ade, you are not cut out to be in this line. Mayb marketing or tourism if more you" Sometimes i wonder if i really would have a better time in that line with more job satisfaction. But! i'm gonna put all those tots out and finish up with my degree first. Suddenly, i've a urging feeling to get back into school right-a-way. With talent, no hardwork there is no result. I might not even have the talent.. how depressing. And mainly tok only.. no action.. even more upsetting. Sigh.. Things are going to change, For the better now dat i noe what has gone wrong... *For lil kor - Thanx for all the encouragements* *For chichi - I miss your piggy backs*