Stuck in the middle Wonder who is still going through my blog site every now and then since its glory days are over and wats left on the website is juz a bunch of cobwebs. Such a gloomy abandoned place it has become. Still whenever, my puny brain feels like babbling some nonsense or when there are issues bothering me, i'm always back here to seek refuge. To get it out of the system. Truely a bitching paradise. Allows me to sit down and ponder over stuff and trying to rationalised it with myself. Why do i always seem like i am running into a crisis. A quarter life crisis. Hadn't i been toking about this issue since long time ago? And its back? All i can say is prolly i am still trying out and i still hadnt have any clue what to do in my life or be sure i have found something. I don't think i am making any sense here but who cares right? Its juz me and my blog left. Ha! Well.. a competitive lil girl always searching for volume always seeking for higher grounds like i am gonna be drown if i don't. Or mayb its juz my nature to change every now and then. Then, i wonder if the change is doing me any good or i am jus digging around. Or mayb i am juz not an easily contented sort of person. I miss those carefree times where there is absolutely no need to vex over life-love issues. Thats the scary part of growing up (i think i repeated this before) stresses over practically everything. I've seen the good times and the bad ones and when the bad ones hits a person, it hits the person hard. I just started my journey.. and even with this small step i took, i ran into a obstacle. It's now time to think of the solution.