I've deleted so much of the past, the only stuff that is left are those memories etched in my head. It can get painful, thinking all those dat we once shared and all those thoughts have just been washed away.. and now everything is so complicated, it have gotten out of hand. I am not in sync with my feelings and thought, they seem to take on different views leaving me totally thrown off guard. What once used to be is no longer the same anymore. I am juz so angry with myself, why do i have to see wat other ppl feels and work according to their feelings? Why can't i juz be stronger? Why the problem with me?!