Law of the Seed My colleague juz sent me a mail awhile ago and its called law of the seed. Toking about how many seeds u actually finds on an apple tree. Though there are many seeds (as there are many apples) on a tree, but why do u need so many seeds to grow a few more apple trees? Now, its a lesson learnt from nature coz most seeds dun grow. Which is why u need to plant more seeds. And in layman's term is by not giving up on the first try. One should try more times to succeed as successful people usually tries more den once, be it going for 20 interviews or meeting a special one out of 100 acquintances. And when one doesn't have a "should be/have" attitude, there wun be much disappointment. No expectations brings no disappointment Its really true.. don't you think? I mean why would people stop at once someone rejects them. Actually its good to be patient and tries somemore time.. coz only then you noe you are not walking away feeling the regrets. Easier said then done. I know perfectly well! I know all about it. This is something i am going to inculcate. Riggght??! He will make a way when there seems to be no way
Princess xoxo
10:53 AM
Sunday, January 22, 2006
Ordinary
Spenc juz turned 21 ytd. Hmm.. and now i'm counting down to mine as well. Haha!
Sundays are days for lying in and doing nothing.. precisely what i did for most of the day. I'm such a bummie. Supposed to go for a swim downstairs.. and it poured outside. Urgh!! I'll be too lazy to do so anyway. So ended up helping out with my mum making all those pineapple tarts and cleaning up. Okie i didnt really clean up but at least i tried.. haha! And those are yum, i believe i ate more den i baked. Sheesh!
Okie.. i totally forgot to publish that post last nite.. i'm such a goon. Tried reading some work dat i bought home and as everyone could guess i fell aslp while reading them. I guess, habits die hard.. hmm.. i mean i could stay up all nite with my novel but when it comes to school work or plain work.. i dozed off. How typical of me.
I suddenly realise there is one big regret of my poly days, why didnt i do what i wanted and join NRA?!! I mean okie.. it was kinda jpopish in the past but at least i could have done what i always loved to do!! PERFORM!! Arggh!!!
Princess xoxo
11:02 PM
Tuesday, January 17, 2006
STOP FUCKING AROUND WITH MY BRAINS!!!!!!!!!!!
Princess xoxo
3:44 PM
Memories Its seems like with each song, with each movement, we tend to think of things that has passed. Be it happy memories or not so happy ones and of different people that has impacted our lives one way or another. Everyday is filled with surprises, be it good ones or not so good ones. And apart from having to live a mundane life, our life is actually not that routine with new things constantly happening around us. Juz that at many times, we choose to be oblivious to those changes and ignore the world spinning round and round. I'm one step closer to being a adult, feeling the pressure and the responsibility that i'm no longer a kid, my mum is no longer 30 and she is aging. Its scary if you really think about it. What have i accomplish in this life? Up till this point in life? Have i really led a fulfilling life? Have i really found a shore, a land that belongs to me or am i still floating out in seas seeing all the beautiful boats and dreaming bout that "madagascar"?
People seems to come and go rather quickly. How many of those people actually sticks around long enough to see each and every happening that's in your life? I wish i could be one that sticks around with those frens. Mayb by now many girlfrens have learnt that fact, but there are some other frens, that i sometimes feel like saying that our frenship doesnt only base on laughter and making merry, whenever we encounter a stone, there's me lending out my hand and listening ear. That, i would consider a real frenship!
I think i need to get in touch with my soul.. i suddenly feel lost!!