GIRLS Why can we compromise pride, compromise confidence, compromise courage and so many more when it comes to love? Do we really put love before bread? Read an acquaintant's blog, she was gushing about what a dream she is living in and hoping that the guy of her dreams will never get bored and sick of her. And prayed that even if he doesn't love her anymore, he should juz pretend he does. I pity her. I really do. And i actually felt kinda sad after reading dat entry, and esp since i know this guy. And i noe he doesnt treat her right with all his might. Coz behind her back he is actually hitting on many others. And it dawned on me how much girls are willing to compromise for a fairy tale ending and juz to love and be loved. Mayb i was once there, but i think realisation has alrd hit me hard. I no longer think that fairy tales happens. And i realised how important is one's pride, one's confidence. I wouldnt want to be throwing myself at anyone. Coz self esteem in important. Self esteem makes one sexy! And that's what counts!
Princess xoxo
1:26 PM
Wednesday, March 08, 2006
TwentySomething PL says welcome to quarter life crisis (how true) even though i have juz started the journey. Met Roo yesterday and sat down to have a serious talk. We realised how shallow some of our common frens are and apparently some of them are even older den us. They are like aimless people. No goals no future juz merely in the whirl of night life - hard core partying. (we suspect they are running away from the reality of life) Everyone seems to have their fair share of unresolved doubts. Queries dat cannot be answered overnight and aniexty that can only be suppressed. Be it a blurred future, unfulfilled dreams, money, marriage, relationships yadda yadda (at times like this i wish i am a bergdorf blonde den i'll only have to worry if my nails colour matches my new Emanuel Ungaro dress) Many of us lack courage, the courage to face the music head on. If we could dig a hole, we'll bury ourselves (but we are not hamsters you noe) come to think of it, its scary growing up ain't it? *I ain't gonna be that stupid girl anymore coz i've my pride - and dats dat*
Princess xoxo
11:26 AM
Sunday, March 05, 2006
In my own lil' world
Now that school is out i feel alittle lost. Coz i've started working, and even though i hate to admit this but i actually missed going to school or rather skipping lectures coz i cant do that anymore man. I can't juz decide to not go to work when i juz feel like lazing in. I juz realised that i've stepped into the next stage in life and its kinda scaring me in both a good and a bad way. I miss dance classes! -Reluctant graduate- *Do you know that noDon't mean yes, it means noSo just hold up, wait a minuteLet me put my two cents in itOne, just be patientDon't be rushingLike you're anxiousAnd two, you're just too aggressiveSo try to get your (Ahh) I don't give a...Keep looking at my...'Cause it don't mean a thing if you're looking at my...I'm a do my thing while you're playing with your...Ha, ha-ha, ha-ha, ha-ha* Beep