Adeeeee (here it goes again) for all my babes out there, its a happy post!
needs some chocolate biscuits needs the happy sun needs her gd ol' self back needs a new perspective over things needs more chocolate biscuits or mayb an ice cream wld be gd needs gd ol' humour needs patience and faith needs a hanky or mayb juz a shoulder needs my honeybunnyfrens needs courage needs to be juz ME *I really miss you* -Fort Minor rocks!!- Rock my world
Princess xoxo
10:40 AM
Monday, February 27, 2006
Is it fated? Or part of a destiny that even i can't do anything about?
It is purely disappointment. In many different aspect. I feel like i've settled for second best.
I am a stupid girl.
Why do i feel so horrible? So stoned off feelings? Where was tha bubbly face? That happy-go-lucky personality?
I am a bad fairy.
Princess xoxo
12:16 AM
Wednesday, February 15, 2006
This is what i found
Love: A deep, tender, ineffable feeling of affection and solicitude toward a person, such as that arising from kinship, recognition of attractive qualities, or a sense of underlying oneness.
Isn't that a crazy word that makes hearts thump faster, minds slowing down and being lost in the midst of courage and pride, yet the dictionary made it so simple to understand. Then why in the real world, its so hard to comprehend? Its makes individuals go berserk? What is love? This year's valentine's day was really different! Baz: Thanx for making it this way! A smile was all that was needed! -2 more days to the smell of freedom! i could sleep in as late and do whatever i wan. Marks the end of attachment. I'm gonna go for a overhaul!-
Princess xoxo
1:27 PM
Wednesday, February 08, 2006
Silly is my middle name
I marvelled the way how i'm always so blur especially when it comes to dealing with impt stuff. Can i be abit less BLUR?!!
Nothing in this world is ever sugary-and mashmellowish. I learnt it the hard way.
Someone said courtrooms are the hearts. I beg to differ. To me courtrooms are the brains. A place where you weight ur pros and cons. A place where the angel and devil quarrel. A place when you are being questioned on common sense. A place where everything is black and white. While the heart is where illusions are. It always filled with flowers and colours. A place where you dun think what you did is silly even though to another person it is the stupidest thing. In the heart, nothing is right or wrong. Nothing is common sense. Nothing has pros and cons. Everything juz feels right. Everything juz feels interesting. A place where there is no angel and no devil. And sometimes when you follow your heart, it might nv turns out the way you wan things to be. But one thing for sure, you dun leave with regret.
-Confusing Ain't it?-
Princess xoxo
11:03 AM
Thursday, February 02, 2006
Its messy Its blurry There so much i want to say. Yet why i feel trapped like there's nowhere to go? I feel like i'm playing a chess game. Thinking deep at what my next move should be. A little girl's diary. One that ain't filled with booze, smoke and sex. One so pure in its form. Its innocence for all to witness. A naive mind that has made her look oh so young. She has plenty to learn. Where some thinks she has not weathered any storm. Too safe in her small abandoned island. There is no politics, no controversy. Its juz her and her mind. Is it really that bad to have a wonderland?