Not sure wat i am battling here or what exactly am i vexed upon. Mayb it was because of what you say or didn't say. The response wasnt wat i was hoping for. Mayb the warmth that i seeked or the insecurities in me that is dying to show. I needa be soothed, when ask me to tell you what i really feel i can't tell, i can't tell between factual and my own thoughts anymore. Mayb i really am creating a mountain outta a moldhill or creating problems with my lil own brain. I don't know anymore. All i noe is i juz wan to feel secure and safe. Hold me till the fear in me subsidies. I wish i know where we are heading when the bud is going to blossoms into a rose. I feel so foreign in your world, the heart is afraid to wander arnd. Fear. I juz wan to stay the way we are i juz wan us to be bold, to be in our world where we are not a stranger in.